Sunday, January 1, 2012

2011: A Look Back

As the new year begins, I think it’s appropriate to take a look back on the year we said good-bye to.  2011 will go down in the books as being a difficult and extremely rewarding year.  I’m thankful for the experiences I got to be a part of, for lessons learned, and for relationships developed and nurtured.  Here’s a walk down the road that was 2011!  (Thanks to Megan of My Stubborn Little Miss for the idea!)

Me 

Me.  Josh took this picture so I could model the baby wrap I made after Daniel’s birth.  I never would have guessed that I could have such an emotionally and physically challenging year.  I am constantly amazed at how richly I have been blessed.

I Love You

I Love You.  As steady as they come.  As good as they get.  Jared is my rock.  He has cried with me.  He laughs with me.  He makes me want to be better.  I am so proud of him for making the leap to a new job, and for his ability to balance his work and church responsibilities with his family life.  Like I said before, I am constantly amazed at how richly I am blessed!

Still Laughing

Still Laughing.  Well, sort of!  Caleb and Rachel make quite the pair!  Un-stuffing the chair (which already had a hole in it) is something I would have never guessed they’d do.  Boy I’m naive!

Winter wonderland 

Winter Wonderland.  This was taken in early November and may have been the first snowfall of the season.  There’s something magical about the first snowfall…even though I hate winter!  I was certain we wouldn’t see the ground again until Spring.  March-like weather the last several days has melted all but a small pile of snow in our yard.

birth day 

Birth day.  Daniel’s birth was definitely the highlight of our year.  With all the events surrounding his birth – a 90-mile ambulance ride to deliver him, being born one day before the last day of tax season, a known heart defect, and the unknowns of how he would be after his birth – I was one stressed-out mama!  He is a ray of pure sunshine and an absolute delight.  I am so thankful I listened to that little voice that said, “There’s one more.”

Friends 

Friends.  Taken on a rainy fall day, I think this one speaks for itself.

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I Was Inspired.  A Pinterest find gave me the idea for this gift for Grandmas.  I am happy to be able to say that I actually created something that was inspired by Pinterest!

Spring Fever 

Spring Fever.  Crazy things happen when it’s still too cold to go outside, and Mom has that end-of-pregnancy allergy to moving!

Travel 

Travel.  All packed up and ready to hit the road.  Our vacation to Denver was a lot of fun and a lot of work, and we came home with some really fun memories.

A Day in my Life

A {rare} Day in My Life.  Sunday naps are almost as necessary as the consumption of large quantities of chocolate.  It’s a good day when I can snuggle up with Daniel and one of the other kids!

All Smiles 

All Smiles.  This is the first time we were able to capture Daniel’s smile with the camera.  He has been smiling since he was 4 weeks old, and we couldn’t get one on camera until July!!  His smiles have the power to melt your heart and light up the room.

Autumn Harvest

Autumn Harvest.  Beans and tomatoes grew in abundance in our garden this year.  After canning 61 pints of crushed tomatoes, I had had enough, and we left at least another 61 pints worth of tomatoes on the plants.  I also processed 21 quarts of beans, 18 quarts of raspberry jam, and 10 quarts of corn for freezing, as well as canning at least 12 quarts of pears.  And this was all within a couple weeks before and a few weeks after Daniel’s surgery.  I have never been so happy to see the first freeze of the season!

Home

Home.  After spending 7 days in the hospital for open heart surgery, Daniel {and mom} were able to spring the joint and come back to the peace and comfort of home.  Putting your child through surgery is a humbling experience.  Watching him fight his way back to health is even more humbling.  This boy continues to amaze me!

Celebration

Celebration.  Jared had the fabulous idea to make Memorial Day a little more special for our kids.  We celebrated by visiting the graves of some of our ancestors that lived in the valley.  In all, we stopped at 4 cemeteries and found the gravesites of several ancestors.  As we traveled from one cemetery to the next, Jared told us stories about the people we would be looking for.  We are definitely going to continue this tradition.

Let's Do It Again

Let’s Do It Again.  The girls and I (along with Daniel) had a girl’s night out while the boys were gone to the Aaronic Priesthood Commemoration in May.  I’m not sure why we haven’t really done this in the past, but we’re all excited to go out to eat, make indoor S’mores, paint nails, and watch a girly movie again this year!

Beautiful

Beautiful.  The roses Jared gave to me for our anniversary.  Twelve years of marriage to the best man out there is truly a beautiful thing!

Dressing Up 

Dress Up.  New uses for a Boppy pillow and borrowed jackets (from a sister) make for lots of dress up fun!

Holidays

Holidays.  I think this picture is a perfect representation of our holidays…a little off, but still good!  With the usual craziness of December, church responsibilities, a job change, and last minute gift emergencies, we didn’t get to do some of the things we normally do.  Add that to our interesting Christmas day, and it made for one very unusual – but memorable – holiday season!

My Favorites 1

My Favorites 2

My Favorites 3

My Favorites.  These are my favorite photos of each of the kids this year.  Daniel looks like a sweet little angel with eyes that sparkle.  Caleb’s smile – with the dimple in his right cheek – is priceless.  Rachel looks so confident and self-assured.  Emily is growing up so quickly and turning into such a beautiful young woman.  And I love this one of Josh because he thought I couldn’t catch him with the camera, so I got a look other than disgust at having his picture taken.  I am one blessed mama!

Don't Ever Change

Don’t Ever Change.  The older kids absolutely adore Daniel.  It started the moment they saw him and continues still.  I hope the relationship they have with him, and the feelings they have for him, will never change.  I hope they’ll always want to be a part of his life and fight over who gets to hold him next!

Just Because

Just Because.  I’m posting this one just because I don’t think I ever told the story here.  It was a Saturday evening – the day of the General Young Women’s broadcast.  I was in a hurry to get dinner for everyone so I could watch the broadcast.  I decided to make pancakes – a quick meal – and asked Josh to grab some syrup from the storage room in the basement.  Somehow he managed to drop the container, spilling 1/2 gallon of syrup on the carpet.  Jared scooped up as much of the syrup as he could and then started pouring water on the area to dilute what was left.  We had the spot professionally cleaned the following Monday.  And there is still an awful spot where the spill is.  Ughgh!  We think we know what needs to be done to make it look better, but haven’t been able to take care of it yet.

Hopes and dreams

Hopes and Dreams.  When it all comes down to it, these five kids are where my hopes and dreams lie.  They are the fire that keep me going {in a more literal sense than I thought possible}!  Almost every hope and dream I have involve each of them.  I am so very richly blessed!

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

My Favorite Project

 

This is the gift I made for my mom and Jared’s mom.  I had so much fun making it, so I thought I’d share.

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I love how it turned out, and now I think I’ll have to make one for me (but with a different saying than the one for grandmas)!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Daniel…8 months old

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It looks like he’s shrinking!  I must have not tried hard enough to get the outfit up over his shoulders in the 6 month picture.  Or maybe he was just retaining a lot of fluid still.  I love his super flexi-feet (in the 8 month picture), and I love to see the changes in his face (and the lack of nasal cannula!) and how much his hair has grown!  This boy is just too darn cute!

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Don’t you just want to nibble his neck and sit down for a long snuggle?!?!  I am the happiest mom ever because I get to do that whenever I want!  Don’t be jealous…he’s available for snuggles any day of the week!  But you’ll have to fight me for them!

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas!

We had a very interesting day that included throwing up, Skyping, games, and lots of family time.  A memorable day for everyone!  We hope you all had a wonderful Christmas!

And now I’ll let the pictures speak for themselves!

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(Who cares about what’s inside, I just want paper!!)

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(She managed a smile even though she felt super crummy all day long.)

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(A horrible picture, but there’s no mistaking he’s happy!)

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tree collage

 

(Everyone looking at the camera and smiling…a Christmas miracle!!)

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Tuesday, December 13, 2011

It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year!

December always seems to bring an abundance of hustle and bustle, and this year is no exception!  It really is insane that we try to pack so much into a few short weeks!  Just getting all the gifts purchased and wrapped in time for Christmas is a gigantic endeavor.  Then add on all the extra stuff – gingerbread houses, concerts, church parties, decorations, work parties, family parties, drives to see the lights – and we’ve got one insanely busy month!  All I want for Christmas is to be able to spread it all out throughout the year!  (And a new lens for my camera would be fun too!)

Emily had her orchestra concert last week.  It was short, sweet, and perfect!  She did a great job and it was so much fun to watch her interact with her friends and see her play with her class.  She is growing up so fast!  I wish I could slow down time! 

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And what would December be without a little illness to keep things exciting?!?  The poor thing just finished antibiotics for her second case of Strep in the last 6 weeks!  If she gets it one more time in the next 6 months she’ll have to get her tonsils removed.  We’re hoping we can avoid that route, and Emily has her fingers crossed tightly in hopes that her tonsils can stay put!

Rachel went to a fun princess-themed birthday party yesterday.  She was soooo excited about getting to dress up in her princess dress and to play with all her friends from preschool.

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Caleb’s favorite thing to say lately is, “There’s nothing to do!”  Of course he uses his most whiny voice and practically flops himself onto the nearest surface as he says it.  He was offered a sucker by Jared’s uncle (who teaches at Emily’s school) the night of Emily’s concert.  I think he grabbed one for himself and a few more for all his friends!  I wish I could say that the suckers kept him quiet and still for the concert, but  I’d be a liar if a did.

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Daniel has already had quite the busy month.  He had a trip to the ophthamologist in Salt Lake last week.  We were supposed to get his eyes checked by the time he was 6 months old, but with surgery and the doctor being booked for 2 months solid, we were a little slow to get it done.  His eyes look great, but he does have blocked tear ducts.  We’re hoping they take care of themselves in the next few months.

We had to run into the doctor’s office on Tuesday so he could be weighed before the pharmacy sent his RSV shot.  13 pounds, 7 ounces.  I’m starting to think he’ll be less than 14 pounds for the rest of his life!  He had his shot on Thursday afternoon, which made for our third trip to the same office in three days!  After another weight check – 13 pounds, 9 ounces – the nurse gave him the shot and we watched him for 15 minutes to make sure he didn’t show any signs of an allergic reaction.

(Feet, glorious feet!  They’re great for pulling and toes are perfect for sucking!)

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(Mom…can you see a bit of baby Greg in that face?)

He had a routine appointment with the ENT on Friday – just a re-check of his hearing and a general exam.  This appointment was a definite tender mercy.  Both of Daniel’s ears were full of thick, icky fluid!  Aside from his almost constant congestion, he had no symptoms at all!  I felt so bad that we had no clue and he’s been living with a double ear infection for who-knows-how-long!  I’m so thankful I scheduled this appointment, as I wondered at the time if it was really necessary.

All that aside, Daniel has made some huge strides in his physical development.  Rolling has turned him into quite the traveling man.  This is a very common sight lately…

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…little Mister several feet away from his blanket!  I guess we’re going to have to pull out the gate.

And lastly…Josh.  Josh, Josh, Josh.  He has a never-ending source of energy (except when it’s time to do his work) and a constant desire to play Wii.  Thankfully he has Legos to fall back on when he’s used up all his Wii time!

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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

One Year Later

One year ago, we started the day blissfully unaware of what was waiting for us as Jared and I went to my routine mid-pregnancy ultrasound.  I was 19 weeks along in my pregnancy with Daniel.  I knew we were having a boy, and even told Jared, “Told ya!” when the ultrasound tech confirmed that the baby I was carrying was indeed a boy.

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And then everything changed.  We went from the excitement of knowing we would be having another boy, to feeling devastated and broken.  A heart defect.  Enlarged brain ventricles.  Echogenic bowels.  With each new discovery, my stomach twisted and worry consumed me.  “I think your baby may have Down syndrome,” was the last thing I really remember.  Those words were like a clap of thunder in my soul.  My heart broke in that instant and a flood of tears poured from my eyes.  Suddenly, the baby I thought I was carrying was replaced by something else, someone else.  The hopes and dreams I had for this child were replaced by fear, disappointment, sorrow, anger.  I felt so completely overcome, as if someone had just thrown me into the depths of the raging sea, expecting me to swim back to shore.

But that was then.

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And now, one year later, my heart has been healed.  Yes, I do worry about Daniel.  But I worry about my other four children as well.  I have moments of sadness…for every single one of my children.  I have hopes and dreams and expectations for Daniel…just as I do for each of my other children.  That sorrow and sadness has been replaced with an incredible love and happiness for this boy!  He has a very special hold on my heart and, dare I say, the hearts of everyone who know him.  Having a baby with Down syndrome is a great cure for a broken heart!

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It has been a humbling blessing for me to be a part of Daniel’s life.  His strength is incredible, his determination enviable.  And the pure love that emanates from his is intoxicating.

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To the me of one year ago, I wish I could say, “Just wait.  You won’t believe what an incredible blessing is coming to you.  You can’t begin to comprehend how amazing it will be.  You have no idea how lucky you are!”

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One year later, life is good.  Really good.

Monday, December 5, 2011

It’s Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas!

 

Mantel…check!

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Garland…check!

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Front door…in progress.

 

Cuteness…check,

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…and double check!!

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Tree…check! (and re-decorated several times by 4 sneaky little elves)

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